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Sunday 31st December

I woke up at 6am in the morning and Daddy brought me down stairs, Daddy let Mummy have a lie in. When mummy got up she came and woke me and daddy up because we fell asleep on our sofa. Mummy got me ready to take me out for a walk to the shopping centre. She wanted a new pair of jeans to go with her new top. Mummy and Daddy were going out for a meal with Nanna Ang and Grandad Jay for New Year so of we went shopping, ff course Mummy couldn’t just get what she said she was going for, she had to get the full works, new shoes jewellery etc. I was just glad to be out and show of my new pram.
We met Daddy at Nanna Dee’s as you can guess he was doing my website, you would think it was his web site! We then went to the hospital for my boost (G-CSF)

After the hospital, Mummy and Daddy dropped me of at Nanny Dee’s, so they could go home and get ready for there meal, Mummy got all her hair cut off she was not impressed by it! But oh well it will grow back and so will mine hehe.

On there way to have the meal they dropped my bag off with me thermometer in so Nanny Dee can keep an eye on my temperature
Mummy and Daddy had planned to have a drink at Nannies and play some games with Nanny and G-Daddy but I had other plans…..
When I woke up, Mummy said I felt hot so she done my temp and it was 38.5. Anything over 38 we have to ring the hospital straight away, normally you have to wait an hour then do it again and if it is still 38 or above you need to go to the hospital, but as I was already neutropenic. I had to go down the hospital right away.
Mummy and Daddy were hoping that my thermometer was playing up and that we would get there and be told to come home. But it wasn’t in fact it had gone up to 38.9. So I was kept in and blood was taking from me to see if I had an infection. I was put straight on antibiotics. Mummy stayed with me that night and Daddy went home at 2am. What a way to spend New Year !


30th December 2006
Today was just normal, I woke up full of energy and shouted Daddy until he woke up and took me downstairs for my morning milk and toast!
We went to the hospital for my daily boast (G-CSF) for my bone morrow and then went to see Nanna Dee and Grandad Ste, Mummy and Daddy done more work on my site.
I started to get nasty pains at Nannies so Mummy and Daddy took me home so give me my medicine, and lots of TLC
I went to bad watching “The Little Mermaid”………….AGAIN.

29th December 2006
I woke up in a great mood today, wouldn’t you if you had met “RAY” from the X-Factor?
Daddy called the hospital at 10am to see if I needed to come down early for a Blood Transfusion and I did, my counts for my red cells had gone down to 5, they should be around 12. I felt fine and full of energy but needed a top up. We went to the hospital at 11am and I got started on my bloods as soon as I got there. I had to stay in bed for whole 6 hours!! But Mummy and Daddy made it fun for me.
When my blood was finished, I had my daily boast (G-CSF) for my bone morrow then went home at about 5pm, we went to Nanna Dee and G-Daddy Ste’s while my daddy updated and added more pictures of me to my site 


28th December 2006
Good Morning,
Am top of the world again and am going shopping in town today. Mummy and Daddy are taking me early so am not around loads of people, we couldn’t go yesterday as it would have been packed!
I woke up in the best mood ever today and just wanted to play with all my toys as soon as I got downstairs, I sat and had my toast with my dolls and teletubbies. I also have a part time Job, well I got a shop for Christmas and someone needs to run it so I make Mummy and Daddy go shopping with my trolley and then I scan everything from the trolley and then throw it on the floor! Daddy said I need some Customer Service Skills!!!

Am back in the hospital for my boost (G-CSF) this afternoon, I don’t mind going the hospital anymore, everyone there are so nice to me and all I do is play with toys and run around!
When we got to the hospital it was choker! Every bed was being used but I don’t need a bed as am only in for 1 hour. I ran straight to the football game when we where on the ward and some lad came over and started playing football with me. I realised who it was straight away, it was only “RAY” from the X-factor, he was there just to say hello to everyone and was giving people his autograph. He came over to meet me and gave me a big hug and wished us all a happy new year. He gave me a signed picture of him and daddy also asked for one for Nanny Dee and she love’s him so he signed one for Nanny Dee. What a nice boy he is and he never stopped smiling once (Pictures are in the Album).
The doctors said my blood counts are low from the bloods taken yesterday but because I’m so well they will take more bloods today to see they have gone up, if not then I will need a Blood Transfusion to top me up.

27th December 2006
I have had 2 days off from going to the hospital but need to go back today for my boost (G-CSF) , I don’t feel there is anything wrong with me at the moment as am so well, eating & drinking and putting on weight! But the Doctors know best and I am only in for 1 hour so it’s not that bad. I really enjoyed my visit to the hospital and ran around everywhere and played with all the toys, the nurse’s done all there checks and took bloods from me

26th December 2006 – Boxing Day
Hello everyone,
Sorry for not updating everyday since Christmas but me and my family had been having a great time! Since Christmas Day, I have been full of energy and loving every second of it. On Boxing Day we went to my great nanny’s for a party, we do every year and I wasn’t going to let this year be any different. We got there about 2pm and I was running around like a little mad woman, getting everyone to follow me, it was good! Great nanny always does a buffet for everyone so I had loads of that too

My Nanny Dee was babysitting me that night, Mummy and Daddy stayed at Great Nanny’s and played poker (think they won everyone’s money but shhhh!)
I played with Nanny Dee all-night until she was tired and needed to go to bed, at this time Mummy and Daddy arrived to take me home.

25th December 2006 - Christmas Day
Merry Christmas everyone and Thank You to everyone that has sent me cards and presents!

Santa left me loads of presents, more than I can play with, yer right!! Daddy took loads of pictures and said he will add them to the site today sometime.
I had to go to the hospital at 11am today as my feed tube had come out. Mummy and Daddy took me and we where back home within the hour, Everyone in the hospital are brill and worked very fast to get me out again!

Today am feeling top of the world, as I have for the week!

I going to Nanny Dee's for my Christmas diner, I have been to my other Nanny's for my breakfast and was given even more toys, Am not going to list everything I got because the site would break hehehe! You will be able to see everything from the pictures

I want to thank everyone for making this the best Christmas EVER! A lot of people have gone out of there way to make this one very special and I can't thank them enough Laughing

Am now going to get drunk and eat (only joking) ! well am going to eat loads of turkey and loads of cake Very Happy
see you soon
Love
Emma

Friday 22nd December
Mummy and daddy got me up early today as we needed to be at the ASDA warehouse to collect the money raised for me by ASDA, we are going to get our picture taken by the Skem champion. Mummy hates her photo being taken so that will be fun.

ASDA raised £1500 for me!!!!! £1500! WOW!
Mummy and daddy couldn’t believe it, mummy was dazed and I done what I do best showed off for everyone! and yes I even posed for a picture!

We had to leave at 9:30am to I could get to the hospital.
I got put straight on my chemo when I arrived so hopefully I can finish this lot of treatment at 3pm on Christmas eve and go home for Santa.

Lots more of my hair came out today and it is nearly all off on the back of my head. Daddy is soon going to a have mini me around hehehe

I had a funny day at the hospital, playing in the playroom with my mummy and seeing my beloved car that I have not seen for five days!
I was blowing bubbles with my mummy then I just took over completely, well they are mine!
Mummy was bored and started to tickle me, daddy took lots of pictures today with our new camera.
Daddy bought mummy a Ipod Nano, she was over the moon! but wanted to get home to get her Arctic Monkeys CD to put it onto the Ipod, oh god now I'll have them every where I go!!!!
At 7pm I started to watch Toy Story on DVD and next thing I new I was fast a sleep in teletubbie land


Thursday 21st December

I woke up in a brilliant mood today. Mummy and daddy had more running round today so my Nanna Dee watched me for a few hours. Mummy and daddy needed to go and open a bank account for little old me so they can put the money that the nice people at ‘News and Booze’ in Skelmersdale, raised for me.
I know they got me even more toys for Christmas, well to go with the ones Father Christmas is bringing for me. They also went to see all the nice people doing a bag pack at the ASDA for me. Great uncle Paul and auntie Larraine got the ASDA warehouse and the ASDA store involved and they all worked together to do a raffle and a bag pack Mummy and daddy went to show there gratefulness and also met Mike, the one who went to such lengths to help raise money for me.
After that, I went home to see my great auntie Vicky, Cousin Faye and my two aunties Heather and Taylah.
I had some dinner with them before they had to go home. My mummy cleaned the house before great auntie Debbie came to see with my other Cousin Jake.
It’s round 3 of chemo tomorrow so am back in hospital for three days, of course mummy has to buy us new PJ’s, for me and her hehehe.

So it’s a big day tomorrow so I need to get my sleep, night night XXXX


Wednesday 20th December
Hello everyone,

First of all, I want to thank everyone who has visited this site, daddy say there have been 100's of hits, so thank you everyone for your messages of support! Keep them coming Very Happy

I now have my very own email address: emma@babyemma.co.uk

Today was a great day, mummy and daddy went Christmas shopping in Liverpool, just for me! Very Happy I spent the whole day with Nanna Dee, I looked after her so well that she gave me sweets for doing a good job Very Happy , well she is getting old and daddy said I need to watch her Wink

We played games all day, I got a new toy of my great Nanna! Thank you great nanny Very Happy
Also when Nanny Dee was changing my bum in her bedroom I seen lots of toys in her room but nanny said they where not mine, seems silly putting my name on them! silly nanny!

When mummy and daddy got back they had no toys with them, they must of stopped somewhere! I know they got me loads of toys, I have contacts!! Very Happy

Auntie Sam & Mike and my little cousin Mike Jr came when see me at my Nanny Dee’s, well why else would they go to Nanny Dee’s. I was very happy I got to hold my cousin for the first time today, daddy took some pictures and he said he will add them to the site sometime.

I got home at about 8pm and I was sleepy, mummy and daddy put me to bed with my bottle and I settled down to watch a DVD

I didn't need to go the hospital today! Shocking!
Am back in on Friday for round 3 of my chemo and should be out on Christmas Eve if everything goes well! Am trying my hardest to stay fit and well and not catch any infections so keep your fingers crossed for me because I don't want to be in hospital on Christmas Day!

bye bye

A big Thank You to http://www.georgies-fund.com they sent me a big parcel for Christmas and it's full of toys for me so Thank You again

Tuesday 19th December
Hello

Today was a good day, want to know why? Because today is the first day in 6 weeks that I don't have to go the hospital! Every other day I have been to Alder Hay but today I don't have to go! Don't know what I can do to keep myself busy....Very Happy

Today I got up early, about 6am and woke daddy up to take me down for my morning milk and cbeebies! I was in a great mood but didn't feel hungry. Daddy tried to temp me with some toast but it just didn't work, daddy was in the kitchen so I went to see what he was doing and seen my crisp on the side so I have them for breakfast, mummy and daddy don't mind what I eat, just as long as am eating! Daddy done my med then another bottle of milk while I watched SpongeBob!

Today a lot of my hair fell out and mummy got upset. When mummy was brushing my hair the bobble was stuck and when it came out so did loads of my hair. I will be looking like my daddy soon with no hair but if this is what it takes to beat this nasty cancer then it's not much to lose and anyway it will grow back one day!

Our local shop gave mummy my collection box for Christmas today so mummy and through the door and guess what?????

yep, she never fails to amaze me, SHE DROPPED IT! Yes dropped it all over the floor! me and daddy helped to pick it up there where 1000's of coins every where!
Mummy counted all the money and there was £130 for me. THANK YOU EVERYONE! I really was not expecting that much!

Also, Chris, my mums friends mummy had done a raffle for me and raised £650 just for me!
SO A BIG THANK YOU CHRIS! YOU’RE ONE IN A MILLION and so is everyone that bought a ticket!

Monday 18th December
I woke up nice and early again today wanting more food and milk. I watched sponge bob with my mummy and daddy.
I played about with my toys until it was time for me to get ready and go to the hospital. Mummy stay home today and cleaned the house, mummy never gets much cleaning done when me and my daddy are home, because were stood right behind her messing every were up again. So she got it all done today before we have to go back in to hospital on Friday.
When I was in hospital Lloyd’s TSB came around and gave all the teenagers an Ipod. How dare they forget about me, so of course I started shouting ‘Want One’ so the nurse ran out and came back with one for me hehehe!

Sunday 17th December
I slept all though the night and never woke up once! I had a dream I was a mermaid for some reason! When I woke up I wanted my bottle so I cried for daddy to get me my milk, daddy took me down stairs and made me some toast, mummy got up and gave me my medicine
I played with my toys this morning and tried to get to the presents under the Christmas tree but mummy and daddy said no! So because they said no I threw the present on the floor under the tree, I don’t care if it breaks it’s only for my Grandad Ste any way!
My great great Nanna and my great great uncle Jeff came to see me, my Nanna gave me £5, I couldn’t take it off her quick enough and I gave it to my mummy and said sweets, uncle Jeff bought me a Dora The Explorer play house, I loved it.

Saturday 16th December
I woke up in the best mood ever today and I was really hungry, so for breakfast I had 2 toast, some crips and 2 bottles of milk. Oh and I forgot to mention my chocolate that I had. Mummy goes mad when I have crips and chocolate too early but on this occasion.
My hair has been falling out now for the past week, and loads more fell out today, I was playing with my hair as I always do, and a big pile of hair was in my hand. Mummy has been keeping what she can.
At 2 o clock I got ready to go back down to the hospital for my bone morrow boost, there was no one on the ward so I had the run of it all and the toy room I was loving it. Daddy was filming me sing and walk around on his phone, then fell. Mummies tight she seen daddy was going to fall over the machine and yet didn’t say anything, oh well we had a good laugh, well me and mummy did.
Stayed at Nanna Dee’s when mummy and daddy went to see my new little cousin Mike Jnr
Watched the DVD of “The Little Mermaid” in my room and went to sleep

Friday 15th December
Am home wooooo! ! I slept in my very own bed last night and had the best nights sleep ever! I also had some good news when I woke up, I have a new cousin called Mike Jnr, Auntie Sam gave birth at 4am this morning, I can’t wait to go and see him later today, and see who he looks like. I also need to go to the hospital today for my boost for my bone morrow.
I went to see my little cousin. The nurses at Ormskirk nearly didn’t let me in, but my nanny, mummy and daddy soon told them.
I could only stay for 15 minutes before I had to leave to go to Alder Hey for my boost. I played with all the toys in the day case, I played with the cooker, the pram and loads more.
We went to see Nanny Dee and Grandad Ste when we got back from the hospital. I had my Nanna running round after me and I made her carry me about.
I went to bad at 9, and made my mummy and daddy put my DVD on then I made them leave my room.

Thursday 14th November
My daddy stayed with me last night. I woke him up to put sponge Bob on at 3am. I don’t remember much after that, but mummy and daddy both walked in together after the went and had there breakfast, I don’t really know how daddy managed to get past me, I must have fell asleep watching Sponge Bob, Sneaky little thing, he must be learning from me . I had been flushed off my chemo, done the hydration part, had my antibiotics, my feed and everything else to make me better, it’s all done! So now am free!!!, well as free as you can be in a small isolated room. The doctors came to see me and were happy with by blood counts, feeds and my temperature has not spiked so they said I can go home today, they also said that my swabs came back normal, SO NOW I WAS REALLY FREE, well from this room! I got up, jumped out of my bed and walked out! Well I told daddy to take me to the ‘car’ so we walked around to my beloved toy room to find the car. We had hours of fun, mummy and daddy taking turns walking me around and pushing me in the car. All this fun was making me hungry so I asked the nurse for some toast, maybe I will do the big breakfast tomorrow. Daddy tried to take me out the car so I can eat my toast in my bed but what daddy didn’t know was I can eat and drive, you see, this car is magic! I just sit there and it takes me wherever I want! Nothing at all to do with daddy pushing it!
I had a surprise visit today at 2 o’ clock. Only ‘Liverpool Football Club’!!!!!! YES LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL CLUB! They all came into my room, Steven Garrard, Alonso, Goncelaz, all the good ones . I got a lovely LFC teddy bear, Steven G gave it to my mummy, he also spoke to her and she went really red and tried to play it cool ‘oh mummy you have so much to learn!’ Me and mummy got are picture taken with the players, mummy was really gutted as daddy missed it all, you see, I didn’t have my Liverpool kit with me when they came to see me. Daddy thought he had time to go home and get my Liverpool Kit but he never made it back in time.
I shouted “football” as they left and they all laughed, well mummy said football when they came in so I wanted to play and said it when they went!
Daddy come back with my kit and mummy put it on me, I looked so cute in it, if I do say so my self! We started to walk down to the shop so mummy and daddy could buy little old me some sweets. Mummy was on the phone to Nanna Ang and she was telling her how daddy missed it all but as mummy looked behind her Steven G was there. Mummy couldn’t believe it and put the phone down on Nanna, Steven G stopped and went to write on my new Liverpool Kit, I shouted at him, cheeky thing! But daddy said it was ok so he wrote his name on my top, I still wasn’t impressed but mummy and daddy seemed happy so I let him off this time! Anyway I just wanted to get to the shop for my sweeties!
The hospital had a Christmas play today and they had some person playing Elvis, he sang and danced, someone said he was a king! He looked to funny to be a king but I loved the way he danced and sang, I was laughing all the way.
Now am just making daddy walk around with me!
I should be going home soon.

Wednesday 13th December
Today I woke up at 5:30am and of course I then had to wake my mummy up. I wasn't in that much of a good mood this morning as I woke up with a nasty pain. I was given more morphine which seems to help me settle so I had decided to have another sleep. I woke up at about 8:00am in a better mood so I started playing with my Dora Laptop that my Nanna Dee and G-daddy Ste brought for me. While I was a sleep mummy went over to get my daddy because he stayed in the Ronald MacDonald House last night. My Great Uncle Paul and Auntie Lorraine bought me a Magic Paint Book so while I waited for mummy and daddy I sat there with my brush, magic water and my paint book painting mummy and daddy a nice picture as a thank you present. Once I had finished my masterpiece I didn't know what to do so I started painting my head and my blanket, you should of seen the look on my mummy's face when she walked into the room but then she realized it was only water . I started to get nasty pains in my right knee I made daddy rub it better for me with his magic hands. After pain had gone, I wanted to colour so I asked mummy for my crayons and colouring in book but as I started to colour my nose started to bleed.
It had been bleeding for an hour when the nurse has a look at my platelets levels and the nurse said it was '4', normal platelet levels are about 200 – 400 in a normal person. So the nurse rushed around with the doctor to get a platelet transfusion ready! Like I no what was going on, I was in no pain so I just sat and coloured in my book while my mummy kept wiping my nose. I started to feel better today, well hungrier! So I had 2 bags of crisp, robbed my mummy’s chocolate and I started to eat some of my dinner.

Sunday 10th December 2006

I got woke up at 6am this morning! 6am! I thought there was only one 6 o'clock in a day and that's when the Simpson’s are on channel 4! My machine that feeds me was beeping away, then I heard a big bang and someone running, this sounds like the start of a good film....but it was only my daddy coming to turn the beeping of before I woke up but too late daddy, time to play, :D I woke up in a good mood. I told daddy I wanted to go downstairs and I wanted to watch my cartoons. I felt sick a little bit but nothing wanted to come up, I have a full 300ml feed though out the night, my best yet :D

Today could be the first day that we don't have to go the hospital! Well that's what I thought! Mummy and daddy are being very careful about who and how many people can come and visit me, now I know am a popular little girl so I can imagine the q's outside. Tickets must be like gold dust, :D .

Nanny Ange was the first one to come and visit me today then I went to visit Nanny Dee, she looked after me when mummy and daddy went shopping to get me more toys for little old me. I played the game where nanny has to carry my into a different room every time I say "AWAY" she started looking hot and bothered after about 100 "AWAYS" hehehe :D When I got home in the afternoon I had no energy and feeling sleepy so I fell asleep on the sofa watching Apollo 13 with my daddy, mummy was sorting all my toys out so she can give some of my old ones to the hospital. That evening my temp start going up, it went to 38.3 so daddy called the hospital and they told him to leave it for 1 hour then call back if my temp was still above 38 but 20 minutes later it went up to 38.9 so daddy called the hospital again and they told him to bring me down for a review, there goes my only day of not going the hospital, at this time my godfather Paul and his girlfriend Laura had turned up at our house, they bought me presents including the most nice's and softest housecoat in the world and it's pink which is my favourite colour, Paul and Laura could only stay a few minutes as I was on my way out to the Hospital. When we got to the hospital, they took some bloods and swabs and sent them away for testing straight away, Mummy and daddy waited with me in the treatment room for the doctor and results. I was not in the mood for playing so I just wanted big hugs of mummy and daddy, when I sitting on daddy's knee and I told him that I was having a poo poo, he laughed and said good girl, silly daddy!!! no he really was silly, I told him I was pooing, it was not until he felt something warm and wet on his legs that he realised I really was pooing.......ON HIM! hehehehe...poor daddy had it all over him and has to go home and get changed! The doctor came back when daddy was at home and said that Neutropenic, which means I have no defence to fight off any nasty bugs, they also think I have a tummy bug so I will have to stay in for 48 hours while I have antibiotics, o well I was due back in tomorrow anyway to start round 2 of chemo but until then I need my rest so am all settled in my new room and now am going to sleep...night night

Thank you to everyone on the night shift at Skelmersdale ASDA store for all the presents and gift voucher and a Big Thank you to Paul and Laura for the presents they got me today.

Saturday 9th December

I was in a great mood this morning when my daddy came to check on me. I made him put my DVD player back on and told him to go away.

Nothing else happened today just a nice quite day with my mummy and daddy

Friday 8th December

We had a mad day today. Mummy wouldn’t stop cleaning, and we had loads of people come and see us. Nanna Ang, my two aunties Heather and Taylah. Nanna Dee. I loved being home in the comfort of my own home.

Nothing else really happened today.

Thursday 7th December

Today I felt even better, and tried some toast for breakfast. When the doctors came around to see me they asked my mummy and daddy wanted to take me home mummy jumped at the chance. My mummies friend Terri also came to see me. It was a good job to, because when my mummy and daddy had packed up the Ronald McDonald house and my room there was 4 bin bags full of toys for me, plus 3 bags full of clothes not to mention the food they had as well. So Terri put loads in her car for us.

We didn’t get home it half 6 that night, but I didn’t care I was glad to be home. Of cause I went straight for my toys. I had a nice early night, and watched my DVD’s in bed.

Wednesday 6th December

I was in great mood this morning, playing with all my toys. My Nanna Dee, Grandad Ste, my auntie Dee and my great Nanna came to see me. My great Nanna bought me a wooden dolls house I loved it. The doctor also came to see my mummy and daddy and told them nothing to worry about but my swabs had come back and showed I had a few bugs. There not harmful to people but they can make other people on chemo ill, so I got moved into my very own room. It was massive and we got are own bathroom. Mummy stayed with me that night.

It was a quite day today, so there isn’t much to write about.

Tuesday 5th December

I was in a good mood this morning, I was playing with my toys. It was a quite day today again. My Nanna Dee and Grandad Ste came in to see me they bought me 2 massive teddies one sponge bob and the other Patrick I was made up with them, the nurses laughed as they didn't think I could get any more toys on my bed, how wrong were they?

Monday 4th December

I woke in a grumpy mood the chemo was beginning to hit me and all I wanted to do was sleep.

Great auntie Vickie and my 2nd Cusion Charlie came to see me, she brought me loads of new socks my mummy was over the moon. The nurse came to get me to take me to treatment room to clean my central line, and to place a new dressing on it, they were also inserting a gastro line, which is to help me eat as I have not eaten right for over 2 weeks. Mummy didn't sit in with me, she cant stand to see me in any pain at the moment, so she was waiting out side for me with lots of big hugs, I ended up falling a sleep. Then Nanny came at half 12 she was coming to sit with me so mummy and daddy could go home to get some more bits and to do some shopping. But before they were allowed to go they had to take me for a hearing test, I really couldn't be bothered with it and wouldn't follow the sound I moved my eyes but they needed to me move my head. I just wanted my nanny at this point, in the end I gave up and done the hearing test only because I was board and wanted to get out of that small room.

Mummy and daddy finally went at 2 to go and do there bits.

I had nanny running round everywhere after me, making her carry me around and pick up after me. Nannies ay they never learn to say 'NO' to us grandchildren.

Mummy and daddy got back at the hospital at about half 5, my godmother Joanne came with them to see me. Mummy and daddy bought me a little football don't no why the bothered, they spent more time playing with it than me, the bought me the new Liverpool kit so I can get it signed when Liverpool come round, they also bought me a cool Nike hat to keep me warm over Christmas.

Sunday 3rd December

I woke up in a grumpy mood today. Daddy felt better today so mummy allowed him on the ward, poor daddy spent the night on his own, how he managed to look after him self without me and mummy is beyond me. Mummy told daddy how I was the night before so daddy thought it would be great if he picked me up and played with him. But I was in no mood and only wanted to walk about for a few minutes.

Ronald McDonald house was having a charity fair to help raise money for the building. so mummy and daddy being the big kids they are had to go and see. Mummy bought me a teletubbies game, though mummy and daddy got more use out of it than me, not by my choice by the way. Mummy won a teddy bear on 'Play Your Cards Right' daddy will try and tell you he won it but he is a saw loser like most men! Mummy also won a soft doll and a massive reindeer, I loved it, mummy was over the moon as all daddy won was two little teddies. Mummy made a point of telling every one she had won it before daddy claimed it. They bought me some lovely pink hand made things for my room.

My Nanna Ang and Grandad Jay were the first people to come and see me today, I had a great time playing about but I soon started to get tried and wanted to go back to bed.

My Great Nanna and G-daddy came to see me, so did mummies friends Terri and Dave. My great Nanna and G-daddy went over to the Ronald McDonald house to meet my daddy, Nanna and G-daddy to have a look at the fair. Great Nanna won me a big 'Doc' teddy from snow white and the seven dwarfs. Nanna also bought me in two big teddies of people in the family they all sat at the bottom of my bed. The doctors couldn't believe how much stuff I have. Personally I don't agree with them, you can never have to much stuff. You could hardly make me out on my bed I had that much stuff. Auntie Sam and Uncle Mike also came to see, Danny the male nurse couldn't believe how many people came to see me and joked that I was only one who got visitors.

We had a quite night Sunday night, and I was well away.

Saturday 2nd December

Day two of my chemo I woke up in a good mood wanting to play with my toys on my bed. It was a quite day today. Not even Daddy was allowed on the ward as he was unwell. I slept all day then me and my mum settled down to watch x factor. The nurses came and flushed me of my chemo and fluids, Mummy picked me up and tuck me over to the toys, and I started to play mummy couldn't believe it as this was the first time I had walked in about 4 weeks I just wanted to be carried every were, well when you can get away with it why not ay? I was playing on the ward running to the play room, clicking the balloon about shouting goal, what mummy didn't understand was I was only doing it so she missed X-factor soon as it finished I got tried 'wink wink' and wanted to go to bed. I had the best nights sleep in ages, mummy didn't sleep to bad either.

Friday 1st December

I woke up in a good mood wanting to play with my toys though I still didn't want to get out of my bed. If I did I made Nanna Dee or my daddy walk me around when I was flushed of my drip.

I was flushed of my drip today and when Nanna Ang and Grandad Jay came in I wanted them to walk me around. I was in a better mood when they came as my auntie’s heather and Taylah came in to see me. I ate some chocolate as well with my auntie Taylah. Nanna Ang bought me a present in of her friend Caz, she bought me a sponge bob square pants teddy and I loved it, I wouldn't let it go.

Simone came to see my mummy and daddy and said she had the results from my scans back. Mummy was very nervous and she was unsure if she wanted to no or not but she went with my daddy. I stayed with my Nanna and G-daddy. Mummy came back smiling. She said finally some good news. She told Nanna and G-daddy how it has 'NOT' spread to any other organs, and it has 'Not' spread all over the bones, just a little in my hips and my knees, she also told mummy how they no this is a little bit as they could only just see it on the scan. This is why I don't like to walk as I have aches and pains in my legs.

I started my Chemo at 8 o clock I was really tried and fell asleep. 

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